Wednesday, May 20, 2009


是在向前走吗?还是在向后?是在追求着吗?还是在放弃?要学的怎么去平衡吧。要追求某样,也就是说要放弃某样。 日子过的就了,头脑开始发育了。活了二十多年是白白活的吗?我在追求的是对的吗?我所在努力的,后来会变成空吗?如果追求的将来等于空。 那我又该转向那方面呢?只有那么一条路吗?想想到底自己的长处还有什么。我能够吗?放弃梦想,继续走一条比较安全,实在的前途。 我的平衡力能够长久吗?开始觉得、或者是说明白为什么别人会说,"passion is your fuel, and skill is only your mobility" 有梦想才是你的推动力,一个人有多少的能力是重要的。听起来又好像需要积极一点,不断向前。 其实,推动了和能力是相依为命,谁都不能够没有谁,没有能力,更多的推动力只会变成压力,最后只有白做。如果实力十足,没有推动力,是多么的可惜。 所以这两方面都需要一定的平衡。拼个命去追求一个自己没有能力得到的,最后别说得到,可能失去的比自己想得到的还要多。 可是如果不去尝试,那里会知道自己的能不能得到?

其实,这是没有的辩的。都是需要一定的平衡的吧。 说到一大堆,我其实想表达的是。。

这条路很难走。。 可是学会怎么平衡。一点就不难了。不付出,就不能得到。所以。。 我也不懂,就看看吧。
还好我有一个是肯定不会错的。即使要我用这条老命来换,我也心甘情愿。因为这条路不是空的。。 应该学习平衡平衡。都找到最好的了,为什么还需要追求一些空的呢?够了就好了,给再多就=压力。


:) oh, some shots from my weekend trip. enjoy.

have a nice weekend y'all!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

first successful sketch

stopped here before it's too late

happy that i've finally got over with zbrush! but now it's pickup time! and happy that i succeeded my first sketch! *pat on my back! Hurray! ok. Time to sleep.

ciaos y'all!

Friday, May 8, 2009


been soo busy working and playing recently :) never got the chance to do stuffs that i'll enjoy. some own stuffs!

always wanted to get into zbrushing, and always things turn out worse than i'd expect i'll be doing.. firstly having technical difficulties, secondly, very time consuming to go through the video tutorials i had with me for years! :p . Thanks to a buddy of mine that guide me through the stuffs that i've known and things that i've not known. and finally the "WTF!" stage is over! and got hang of it already.

And are having real fun with it! wip. . usavich! :) an interpretation of my version..

still lost more to learn , ways to do things faster etc.. i guess it takes time and practice. ah! at least something i enjoy doing :) i picked this line up from a tutorial by a concept artist he said "i prefer starting straight from zbrush and have fun with it. Instead of starting the base mesh from 3rd party 3d apps. because by the time when u get your base mesh ready from there, you might already loose your interest with it." which i think it's dang true, that's at least what happened to me, not sure for everyone else here. always caught up by the technical stuffs from 3dmax or maya, the amount of afford to put in there took out a large portion of my interest to continue on sculpting it. or simply, maybe i just suck at it! :D oh well .. more to come!